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being long since i last came here.. doubt much people come here too..

blogging now cos i'm so bored.. nothing to do. trying to waste some of my time here.. actually was thinking of going into office today de.. but guess not la.. dunno wad to do there also.. though i got some work left la.. hehe.. just plain lazy ba.. oopx.!

anyway, life have been sso busy recently due to a colleague that has been on MC since last week or so.. have to clear all her things and also my own things.. enn so busy busy la.. that i didnt even know where my 8 hours of work went to everyday.. omg.!

yesterday wasthe worst.. i didnt even know it was time to go home le till i'm at the last transmission.. cant believe myself lorx..

but the good thing is i wont be so bored la.. and also i'm getting being well with most of the colleagues there.. so ok la.. pros and cons lorx..

gona go le. go and think how to disturb that dear dear of mine.. hehe.. take care folks.!

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back.. being very stress and busy at work these few days.. omg.! rushing and rushing.. good news to share i have being confirm le.. hehe..

dear dear is away for tonight.. will only be back tmr night.. zzz.. and dad's leg is not feeling well again.. very worry for him..

down with flu and cough and sore throat recently.. suffering like hell.. dear dear bought me logzenes today.. thanks lots..

totally dunno wad to blog sia.. omg.! work is just so stress out.! argh.!!

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i'm back here again.. everytime i'm here, it just meant that my mood isnt good.. today is really bad that i'm crying while blogging..

my partner have been on leave since yesterday and might only be back on monday.. which i have to work independently now.. handling agents.. for both iii and srp.. even things that i never did before,i have to try to check around and figure out how to do.. stress is really there..

work is bad.. relationship is bad too.. dear dear is injured now.. hope you get well fast.. sorry that i'm not perfect.. from the start, you know that i'm demanding.. you are the only one around me that doesnt give me stress.. but i guess from today on, it is going to be different.. i have to learn to control everything that is coming out from me.. i can never be like the past.. so carefree when we are together.. sorry..

being long since i hid myself in room to let myself go.. let tears flow.. i guess, nothing in this world last forever.. even the slightest happiness..

i guess now i just wana be alone.. cry my heart out.. let myself go.. i'm being under too much stress.. omg.!

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just got back home not long and is on the phone with dear dear.. we spend the day out last night.. hehe.. and i enjoyed myself alot.. hehe.. thanks dear dear..

we had a cake decoration session in the afternoon.. was suppose to wait for 3 hours before we can decorate.. however, dear dear went to cut queue (super evil) and we did not have to wait at all.. yipee.!

dinner was at my house.. spagetti.. cooked by both of us.. and yesh.! it is edible.. not kidding..

after that we fall asleep till mummy and daddy got back... eaten the cake.. and i send him back..

super tired now.. think i'm off to my bed le.. take care everyone out there.. today is the day for everyone to enjoy.. especially girls.. so even if your other half is making our day bad, smile and things will be over.. hehe..

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sorry that i'm abit late.. but not really la. today is only the 8th day.. 7th more days to the end of it.

the week efore CNY wwas so packed and busy due to losta celebrations and festive.. dear dear joined in my family reunion at market on friday night.. after that, i followed him to meet his bunk mates for supper at BEDOK.. reached home around 3 plus.. omg.!

sat was spend at home due to menses cramps.. zzz.. dun even feel like eating.. and in the night, delivered pots of orange plant to dear dear and junying house.. den headed to have prata at clementi road.. dear dear actually wanted to come to my house to stay over as we are washing car in the morning.. but kor kor wana use the car.. so plan was put off.. reached home around 1 plus and was locked outside as i didnt bring the key.. the worst thing was my phone was low batt and i cant make any call.. no choice but to go to the coffee shop downstairs to borrow phone to make rescue call to dear dear.. drove over to get the key and came home..

sun was spend to wake up very early at 7am to wash car car.. den breakfast with family and also dear dear.. den went to do some last minute shopping..

started work for 2 days le.. so far is ok la.. just that sometimes when i dun have things to do, it can be really boring.. cos there is no internet to be used.. zzz.. how boing and stupid the place can be..

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PICS ARE HERE.!

i dun really remember when they are taken.. so sorry about it.. hehe..


something that i just manage to learn to draw


flower on my cousin's wedding day


bear bear

~CHUNHUI BIRTHDAY~





~MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION AT PIZZA HUT WITH QIUPING AND MINFENG~







ZUMING n ME



eeyore

~Prawning Session~



~Latern Festival~
*ME, DEAR DEAR, JUNYING, ERIC, YUUN MIIN and HER BF*
































~Chill Out~
*ME, DEAR DEAR, MINFENG, KAIXU, QIUPING and FRIENDS*







~Market Celebration*











~ME n DEAR DEAR~

CHUNHUI hostel

*4th Month Anniversary @ TAO's*









*before*

*after*


*Tekong Day*





first book out.


on the way to get my ds

*Marina Barrage*







*ECP*



*Mount Faber*





that's all everyone.. off to sleep le.. omg.! is so late now..nitex to all out there.!

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as i promised, i'm uploading all my pics now and i will blog them out.. hehe.. waiting for the very slow photobucket to be done..

some updates, life have been quite smooth.. gotten a job and will start work in feb.. tomorrow need to go down to sign the appointment letter..

got into a heat with dear dear today.. black faced.. hopefully he is better now.. haiz.. all my fault.. sorry..

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i know that cobwebs are growing.. dun scream at me.. even dear dear is saying that i seldom update le.. omg.!

anyway, dear dear is quite slow in knowing that i change the outlook of my blog le.. which was like very long ago la.. omg.! he is always so WOLS.!

anyway, so updates, me and dear dear just celebrated our belated 7th months anniversary.. thanks for everything dear dear.. thanks for being there when i need you.. thanks for lending me your shoulder when i needed one.. ad also thanks for lending me your ears to listen to my complaints.. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.! WO AI NI.!

ok.. enough of mussy mussy thing.. i'm now currently going to be jobless le.. cos i'm not really into the job i'm in now.. i wana look for new job.! omg.! who got lobang ar.

anyway, i still got losta pictures not uploaded yet.. i will ry to do it asap.. anyway, gona go le.. tmr still needa wake upearly to do some stuffs..

take care evryone.!

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MERRY XMAS to all.!
though i'm abit late la.. hehe.. really starting to think that cobwebs are starting to grow here le.. and also all my pictures are due to be uploaded.. omg.!

anyway, dear der gave me a photo album of our pics together and i love it.. omg.! dear dear.. thanks alot for everything.. thanks for even trying to steal my memory card which was caught by me.. hehe..

anyway, another news for people always here, i'm no longer working le.. companyis cutting cost and i'm the lucky one.! therefore, starting to look for job again.. any one got recommendation.?

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back in office once again.. i'm early today.. but my mood now is very down.. damn down actually.. i dunno wad to say..

all these while, i'm being keeping things to myself.. i have never ever tell you wad is deep down in me.. wad i know that you might not know that i know..

i remember that you once said that i dun ever keep things to myself.. i will share.. but i guess, you are wrong.. or maybe you just dunno me well enough ba..

you have never ask me too.. i guess wad i expect from you is too much that you can never fulfil..

just want to be alone for the time being..

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i know that it has been donkey years since i'm here la.. birthday has over.. and i was actually feeling very down during my celebration due to some issues, but got over it after that.

anyway, in office now.. zzz.. doing a report on wad i did last week and i'm trying my best to remember.. omg.! i'm bad with people..

gotten go off.. today is dear dear de last day at Tekong le.. booking out soon.. i think.. not sure about the timing also.. also not sure if i can make it to go fetch him.. hopefully i can.. hehe.. going out to celebrate my belateed birthday tonight with Alex and gang.. going to see how his gf look like.. oopx.!

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yipess.! counting down to my birthday le.! hehe.. happy happy.. and i have gotten my first present le.. YEAH.!

going out for dinner with peers tonight to celebrate.. yipee.! now waiting for my dear dear to buy me breafast.. in the meantime, i i'm watching HOTSHOT.!

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i know that it has been ages since i'm here.. and i'm so sorry for that.. being so tired recently.. omg.! ever know when is sleep enough for me la.. totally dun feel like working.. miss the life whereby i'm slacking..

today is the start of dear dear de field camp.. i wonder if he will enjoy it.. LOLx.! anyway, never heard of anyone enjoying field camp de..

got to find out some thigns recently.. i know that i'm thinking too much.. but i mean if you know that i dun like, why must you continue and hide it from me.? sucks la.. and if you think you tell her everything, den ok lorx.. forget it.. i dun need to know..

off to go do some work le.. later still got meeting.. really feel like sleeping la..

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back here again.. dear dear has gone into army @ Tekong le.. can no longer meet him as and when i like le.. no more surprise.. no more meting up..

haix.. i'm starting to miss him le.. though is only 3 days.. he will be out on sunday and back into camp on mon le..

went to Tekong to send my dear dear the last seperation.. with his parents and kor kor.. saw jiayong, mlton and kaixu there..

now waiting for WAY WAY to call and say meet-up.. den we shall go for PRATA session.. hehe..

gotten go.. watching desperate housewives again.. hehe..

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hehe.. here to post a short entry before i leave office.. work has ended le.. but not yet leacing cos waiting for MINFENG.! hehe..

anyway, here to wish my brother, AH WEI, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY.! hehe.. hope you really enjoy the day from your heart.. though alot of things happen recently, i still wana tell you, BE STRONG.! we can go through it and be older and wiser again.. part and parcel of life..

hehe.. that's all.. take care everyone.. haha.. all those going into army, JIAYOU.!

and also to WAYWAY, i dunno if you will come herre or tag me la.. but just wana tell you, MAKE A DECISION AND DUN REGRET.. else life will be very tong gu after that cos you will have to live with regrets.. we are now wiser le.. we will remember things that we regret le.. so please dun walk that path.. no matter wad, we this group of FRENZ/BROTHERS are forever here.. no matter how early or how late, i'm just a call or sms away.. take care..

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being long since i blog le.. omg.! 3 weeks of work is neding soon le.. omg.! is quite hectic.. and yup i'm coping well..

anyway, WAYWAY, JIAYONG and MILMIL are going to army soon le.. next week.. and i will so boring after that.. no more night activities.. but also meaning that i'm left with little time to acc DEAR DEAR also.. zzz..

anyway, many things have happen recently.. just wana tell my frenz to be strong.. me too.. i will be strong.. hehe. we can go through all these.. no worries.. jia you.!

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PICTURES

ZOO[01/08/08]

enterance



map


tickets

Animals

red butt monkey


elephant



kangaroo


this is the only pig that we manage to find


rhino


zebra


giraffe


cheetah


sealion


penguin


turtle



whte tiger


crocodile

US














NATIONAL DAY[09/08/08]
Me n JunYing










Fireworks



GENTING[18/08/08]

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he's away.. zzz.. and i'm missing.. haix..

anyway, i'm starting work on monday le.. end of my holiday le.. no more playing le.. zzz.. seriously sianz la. emo..

anyway,someone keep pestering me to upload pics.. so i shall do it..

see the next post.. sorry for the delay..

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I'm using itouch to blog.. Omg.! I'm loving it.. Gona steal it home.. Wahaha.!

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i'm so so so tired now.. i'm suppose to be on my bed le.. but just a sms, i'm now in front of my computer again.. thinking that you will be here.. but it's all my wishful thinking.. no matter wad, i guess i can only see you when i'm dead or dying ba.. i guess this is the best an wei sentence that i can find for myself now..

being watching they kissed again 2 and feel that i'm so like xiang qing.. i dunno if i can really be as strong as her.. cos i'm starting to feel tired.. everytime when i wish you are here, you will never appear.. even when i'm sick..

most of the time when i need you, you're not there.. dun you think so.? you have been sick before and i have once left you alone to face the sickness.. you should know how sucks the feeling is to be left alone when you need someone.. but i guess you have already forgotten the feeling le.. cos i'm always there for you..